So this is shame, this burning feeling, deep inside my soul,
That makes me wish to hide my face and cry
yet I feel every thing I”m made to do so take it’s toll,
desire grows and doesn’t let me by.
A Shame is this? is it my doing that lets me debase
myself so deeply for another, or is it his fault?
I do not know, I only know I wish to hide my face
yet all the passion in me rocks and won’t release it’s hold.
And thus, desire grows and with it all that I can give
I would give though I am not sure if that’s a good idea
For what will happen if I don’t decide the way I live?
This shame, it brings me blushing, need, desire, and great fear..